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Wednesday, December 9

Dear mickey mouse i love you.
And why do you disappear in playhouse disney and mickey mouse.com
we love you very very alot much better than the crayons.

idk how i've type it, but my cute cousin asked me t write this cause she knows im heart broken over mickey mouse. heh heh.
its good t talk t toddlers when u're heart broken. cause they just know how u're feeling and try ways t make you feel better and laugh.
thanks aliyyah.


i cant believe th arguments are not ending, its much more worse than i thought. i've tried t be softer, tried t follow his wants but still it doesnt work. i dont know what he wants actually.
i dont know if he love me still, cause his actions are so falling apart then i thought he doesnt care me anymore.
it hurts, we have been through alot.
although its just 10 months, it feels like we have been for 10 years.
my love for him doesnt fade, infact it was still blooming FOR HIM.

i love you syahrum ):



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Monday, December 7

Allah makes males have " 9 akal 1 nafsu" but we females have "9 nafsu 1 akal".
meaning, males have 9 brains and 1 wants but females have 9 wants and 1 brain.
those who understand read if not then dont.

girls are usually more petty than guys.
In a marriage, only guys can asked for a divorce while females needs evidence and reasons why she wants a divorce. Only then she can divorce her husband.
why is that so?
Cause girls dont think much, and just follow her wants. while guys, they tend t think carefully whats right and wrong. If girls are th head of family, im sure there are many divorce cases.
Allah do this, cause he knows everything.

Yesterday night, i had th same heartache what i've had before my N level.
Th same cries i had, th same headache i had. and my heart soaring for pain.
He did it again.
i know last time, was really my fault.
but this time, well its was my fault partially but as days passed its not my fault anymore but him.
i seek for forgiveness, if i had t him.
I call him sweeet names, but he dont.
I try t be softer toward hims, but he still dont want tbe th usual him.

i asked him why, he asked me t leave him alone.
how sad can you be, when people you love and dote on asking you t go away and leave him alone.
i dont know why he's like that when i've shown enough concern t him.
why? why?
and next year is th one which will make me more sad cause i maybe wont get t sepnt time with him like i used to.
im crying like someones dead.

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Sunday, December 6

Today is th 6th.

12 more days will be getting results!
HAHHA
and im not ready actually heh heh heh.
and yesterday i had a good talk with my senior, Fatin although last time we had little arguments about some petty things.
HAHAHAH
and, gotta thanks her for th company though. Really appreaciate it(:

And i talked t my bestfriend after that on th phone t waste some of my time while waiting for SOME PEOPLE text.
but sadly, it's not even something nice.
Been always waiting for messages from him but i dont receive any only PETTY ones.
k, i shouldnt continue about things that will make me mad.
Endure.
Endure for dontknow how many days but still th person is th same.
And lucikly, theres my cousin t talk to.
idk why im really bored this days.

Even my special one, wont care about me.
thats how lucky i am.
Work, Friends, Family is always in his heart.
Where do i stand in his heart?

kk,i dont feel like playing com.
gotta think of smth t do, unlike him who have always things t do everyday.
BYEBYE.


if 1 hour = $50
should i start saving money, t have one hour with you?

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Saturday, December 5

Waiting for 14 dec ^^
9 days more = 10 months,
Let it keeeeep going till 8 years later :D


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Thursday, November 19

Went t meet Deb just now, cause i didnt see her for a long time. th last was graduation day =.=
Next tue, probably we will meet again , but with Rose too. Currently waiting for Monday cause i will be going out again w my pri school mates. HAH, pizzahut & movies.

im bored with using th net alr, so does deb.
waiting for result day too. hope i can go sec 5. oh, but i really dislike t wear my school uni -.-
HAAHHA.
okok, idk what t blog alr.
just waiting for monday. OH! and tml afternooon cause will be going tamp t sleep over at my aunty house. going there with my love(:
so i bet my journey there will be great!
heh.
k, ciao .

-get your jackets on, with your blanket over you when you sleeep tonight cause it will be v cold!


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Monday, November 16

Welcome back, CH-L2.


16 Nov 2009.
2 days more -18 nov , will be my cousin birthday and another one month on that day itself will be getting results!
it seeems like im th only one anxious t get my result back =.=

i miss my friends. Anyone caught 2012 movie alr?
cause im going t catch that movie soon! LOL.
with who..
dont know yet.

and, i went t malaysia on my last weekend with my cousins.
thought will be bored but its quite fun! my cousin is finding his prom night suit there. And he bought it. In total he spent around 380 ringgit? quite worth it eh.
they played bowling but i didnt.
Dont know why most guys liked t play that.
heh.

ok, that's all folks.
buhbye(:


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Saturday, November 7

Not special, she's th one who is.
Cause she's love at first sight./
while im a rubbishhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh ass.

im th always one who must do everything, no initiative at all.
if her, put evrything v nice. if me, like dont wanna put.

kk, no link.


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